Maintenance Day 62 Waist = 34 1/2"; 1/4" Down
As of yesterday, almost everything accomplished last week is now unwound. Getting down to the wire to solve the problem at hand. Everything else in life has come to a screeching halt. Running my ass off. Moving backwards.
Nobody is doing what they are supposed to do. And certainly not fast enough. Those that are attempting, are fucking it up. Waiting for responses on a dozen outside deliverables and twice that in outreach. Glacial. Out of my control. Stressed to the point of anger yesterday. Dressed for the gym. Cooked up a super melty grilled cheese instead of squatting. And granola. Granola was on sale.
At some point in all this I had the thought -
"When did you become such a little bitch?"
No really. It's a fair question. I have a demonstrable record of thriving during crisis. Arguably have done my best work under extreme pressure. In part, built a career on being the steady hand during the exceptional challenge. This is not that.
No high conflict divorce. No wack job boss. No drunken violent spouse. No dead or dying. No impossible custody battle. No critical board meeting, or due diligence, or numbers to make, or RIF to implement. Or potentially career ending crisis. None of it.
I am inconvenienced.
I thought I had things all wrapped up with a bow last week, and I did not.
Plus,#2, an active, uh, participant in the current festivities, has a front row seat for all this. What kind of a role model flinches in the face of minor adversity? FFS, I fought for custody so that they would have a safe harbor from this sort of instability and drama.
What the actual fuck, Jimmie?
Let's go! #getserious #mindset
“Your entitled mind is dead weight. Cut it loose. Don’t focus on what you think you deserve. Take aim on what you are willing to earn."
--- Goggins
Target Waist = 32" - 34" Target Scale = 195# +/- 5#
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89,0 kg
Disminuído hasta ahora: 2,2 kg.
Aún para ir: 1,5 kg.
Dieta seguida: Bien.
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4058 kcal
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Grasa: 237,03g | Prot: 227,69g | Carbh: 272,06g.
Almuerzo: Steamed Rice, Pork Shoulder (Whole, Cooked, Roasted), BBQ Sauce - House (1 Tbsp), Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, Muscle Milk Non Dairy Vanilla Crème Protein Shake (11 oz). Cena: Steamed Rice, Ely Grilled Chicken Breast (per oz), Toasted Bread, Marie's Chunky Blue Cheese Dressing, Buffalo Wild Wings Chicken Wings (3), Big T Crab Dip. Pasa Bocas / Otros: Kind Plus Peanut Butter Dark Chocolate + Protein, Nature Valley Granola Crunch Oats & Honey. más...
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Recognizing the fact you are not handling it all is the key to taking back control. You got this sir.
19 ago. 21 por el miembro: ApacheTiger37
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19 ago. 21 por el miembro: jimmiepop
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Jimmie, we are all susceptible to it, it’s hard to be super strict 24/7, Today is a new day, Yesterday no longer matters.
19 ago. 21 por el miembro: Jamie_D
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19 ago. 21 por el miembro: ridemariel
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your growing up again. don't hang on to the small stuff. We are ok.
19 ago. 21 por el miembro: cpoundsdrop
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heavy ... hope u find your stride Jimmypop.
19 ago. 21 por el miembro: marpingo21
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19 ago. 21 por el miembro: Final Heaven
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19 ago. 21 por el miembro: Maine coon
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19 ago. 21 por el miembro: shertherapy
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I'm with Mainecoon, take a deep breath...💜💜💜💜
19 ago. 21 por el miembro: Diana 1234
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To God be the glory...😊You've gotten through today, tomorrow is another. 🙏God bless.
19 ago. 21 por el miembro: donniemae
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19 ago. 21 por el miembro: KayBuckaroo
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@all. Thanks for your thoughts and support. Love me some FS!
20 ago. 21 por el miembro: jimmiepop
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20 ago. 21 por el miembro: jimmiepop
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20 ago. 21 por el miembro: lonniehuffman
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Jimmie, I get it, maybe thr details are different, but I get it. As some of the other comments reflect, you're not alone in what you're feeling. My take is God is presenting an opportunity for you to learn something. Take some time, even if it's in bits and pieces, to ask yourself some questions about what's really going on with you. You may find that the old way of dealing with stressful situations no longer serve you as the person you are now. We all need adjustments from time to time. Just a thought. ❤
20 ago. 21 por el miembro: _bec_ca
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I love this post- Now if you could please send me a mean, motivational private message- I'd appreciate it. ;) I hate being inconvenienced. I hate when others aren't doing their share and are screwing something up and it affects me. I need to give grace to people. Melty grilled cheeses are the best kind.
20 ago. 21 por el miembro: davidsprincess
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Yep- when always telling others “be kind to YOURSELF”, “YOU DO YOU”, comes back to impact your life.
20 ago. 21 por el miembro: Kenna Morton
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Wow that was some serious shit. I hope you're ok now Jimmiepop. We all have shit time's but like everyone else said each day is a new one. Take care.xx
23 sep. 21 por el miembro: Rach.😘xx
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Agreed 👌🏻 jimmiepop has his hands full that’s for sure. You got this big guy
24 sep. 21 por el miembro: KayBuckaroo
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