Diario de laraae, 29 ago. 19

Hi all. I’ve been pretty aggravated these last few days, and have been stress-eating big time. I hurt my back on Saturday, and it’s been out since then. Lots of spasms and not being able to walk hardly. Saw my pain management doctor’s nurse practitioner, and she injected a bunch of “trigger points” on Monday. Went to physical therapy Tuesday, and I’m going again tomorrow. Been using my TENS unit constantly until today. Also took the dreaded Flexeril that makes me sleepy and want sugar at the same time. Doing better today. Went slowly and grocery shopped some—and didn’t buy any junk food, so NSV for me. Vacuumed up the massive amounts of dog hair that come from our 75 pound black lab/border collie mix—they were driving me nuts. Actually, everything was driving me nuts, and I get that way when I’m in pain. My back hasn’t gone out like this in months, and I drowned my sorrows in donuts, cake and ice cream. And cereal. Lots of carbs in the comfort foods I chose. And I didn’t record everything. By last night I’d finally had enough of sabotaging myself and went back to sugar free/fat free chocolate pudding and Gobstoppers. And fruity hot tea. I’m going to need to weigh in as I haven’t in over a week. I’ll do that tomorrow or Saturday. Or both. So in one way I’m telling on myself (being accountable), and in another I’m catching myself before I give up and just start eating everything in sight. I just hate that I haven’t been able to workout, and I hate the pain, and part of me gets scared that my back won’t get better and I’ll need another damn surgery... But it IS better today, and I DO want to eat healthily, and I CAN try walking the dogs tonight and maybe lifting tomorrow on a limited basis. And I WILL eat a dinner that’s good fuel for my body. And I’ll keep moving forward and read FS posts and get out of myself and get back on track. Thanks for listening to my combination “pity party/first-world problems” rant; I’m better now... 😬😬😬

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I hope you start to feel better! Pain is a trigger for my eating! Take care.  
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: babayjo
When I feel out of control with pain, I remind myself to focus on what I can control, and that is my intake. I know how it feels to be so irritated by everything around you when you are overwhelmed with your body. Having that mindset has really helped me over the last year and a half. Take care of yourself and come up with some mental tactics that doesn't lead you to self medicating with food. 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: dhatura
So sorry you're hurting! I gained 45 lbs after my concussion, so be careful about self-sabotage! 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: erikahollister
I can identify --have suffered with back surgery and issues for 25 years. In addition to all you mentioned, I find hot packs provide immediate relief and if you keep it on and off, it really lessens length and severity of pain. Don't give in to it --you can do this. 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: Zchefdonna
Stress and pain would do that. Call a friend or go for a walk. I was walking to a chocolate store when I called a friend. He reminded me of my goal and that stopped me from getting the delicious omg cake. 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: moopie321
Ugh so sorry! Back and neck pain are so miserable! Just take care and go easy on yourself! 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: jengetfit123
Or knit or crochet... make tea 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: moopie321
oh noo! I hope you feel better soon! 😐💕🙏 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: Keilin_4
Sometimes a good rant is important. Get all better! 💕💕💕 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: Erquiaga
I know where you're coming from, @laraae! You have my sympathy! I hurt my back - just a "small" L4-5 disc herniation - years ago. The pain would take my breath away, and Flexeril did nothing for it. I refused surgery, opting instead for acupuncture with a skilled Chinese medicine practitioner, and American woman who is also a chiropractor. It took months and a lot of patience. I'll keep you in my prayers. May you heal soon! 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: Miraculum
I’m glad your back is starting to feel better and good for you catching yourself before things get out of hand. I know exactly how that goes and I really admire you for journaling this as your going through it, when things like this happen to me, I just shut down and stop communicating, which probably makes it harder to come back from. I’m thinking about you and hope you’re back to feeling great very soon! 💕 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: mrsroboto
Awe friend ❤️ Back pain is awful 😩 I hope it eases up and good for you getting back on track 💕 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: jcmama777
Sounds really awful, I hope you feel better soon. 🌹🌹🌹 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: shirfleur 1
It’s rough to get exercise and cook when you’re injured. I hope your issues aren’t compounded with quack medical advice. Feel better soon! ❤️ 
29 ago. 19 por el miembro: me,myselfandi
I'm so sorry. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 
30 ago. 19 por el miembro: FullaBella
Good rant!!! Glad you are feeling better already and hope it continues to improve! 
30 ago. 19 por el miembro: Nikina70
Thanks for the support and sweet comments; they really do help. 🥰 Took the dogs for a short walk last night, and that went well. Only a small “twinge” about halfway through. PT should help this morning, especially since it’s supposed to rain here later. I’ll take your suggestions to heart, and thanks again for being here for me; you all are the best! 😊🥰 
30 ago. 19 por el miembro: laraae
I'm hoping PT helps tremendously. That's good on only the small twinge. Back pain is just horrible to deal with. Hugs 
30 ago. 19 por el miembro: tatauu22
Oh I am so sorry! You poor dear. I know how hard it can be. I've struggled my whole life as the result of an accident nearly breaking my neck as a teen. But, this spring I hurt my back and could hardly move or breathe for a week... Then I knew real pain. Thankfully, it got better. Our bodies do repair so much! Good for you for talking about your choices with food you wish you hadn't made. We are here to hear and just care. I hope you feel much, much better soon. Take your time and let yourself heal... Don't push activity more than walking too much!  
30 ago. 19 por el miembro: melissatwa
Thank you for thinking of me. 😊 I’m feeling much better now, and did some walking and some light lifting at our rec-plex today for the first time in a week. I’m sorry to hear about your accident, Melissa; I’m glad you recovered. I know old injuries can still flare up, and they’re definitely not fun. 😬 
31 ago. 19 por el miembro: laraae

     
 

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